Bought a Carmen 2day

Im not sure if u guys noticed, but march and april are packed with birthdays! there were 6 birthdays starting from 12th of March till the last 1, mine, on the 2nd of April, and all 5 of them are my close friends, so of course we celebrated. At the beggining it was great, i was excited, baking cakes, thinking of ideas 2 celebrate, but after the 3rd or 4th, it started to get tiring, and by the time it was my birthday, all i wanted was to rest. i had enough of birthday cakes and celebrations. But, it was the last day of school, and we were going 2 have a week of holidays for Easter, so how can i not celebrate? ;) So we went out for dinner, and then back 2 my place, and we went out for some drinks. it was almost 11pm, with a little rain and finally, after checking out 4 other pubs, which were all packed, we had a place in the 5th one. we had a few drinks and chatted for a while, and went back home at around 3am. so, that was my 21st birthday. pretty simple, but still love it and all the presents i got!

Its Easter holiday, which is the last holiday i will have till summer break, which means the last time that i can relax before finals and everything. its thursday 2day, and after hibernating at home since saturday, (I finished season 1 and 2 of "Lie To Me", all together 23 episodes and also many many episodes of CSI.. kinda scary when i think about it.) i finally decided to get out and see the world. we went 2 check out a house just a few street down my place. my friend, ting, is planning 2 move here, which is great! so i have a place 2 go if i argue with ray, and when i buy my guitar, i can go 2 his house and learn it with him. we bought him a blue guitar for his birthday, and he's learning pretty fast. wanna get mine soon... after checking out the house, we went to this nursery just opposite and check out the flowers there, they were so pretty and cheap. i was walking and looking at the names, and i saw one with the name 'Carmen', its red and pretty, so i bought it and another pretty blue 1. i know it seems a little creepy, but i hope u dont mind bu. hehe... and dont worry, i will take very good care of my Carmen. ;)

Update :)

Its been 3 months back 2 poland, not many things happened... but just a quick update, especially for you, miss carmen...
I moved to a new place, a pretty apartment in a very nice neighbourhood. Its quite pricey and not the best location, but i LOVE it anyway. Its so much more comfortable living in my own place, compared 2 living in a super tiny room with another person in the dorm... almost ZERO privacy.... none of that now.. im living with ray and tingting, and things have been going great so far.

One of the thing i can't get used to is still the POGODA( weather in polish)!!! its getting colder... and it snowed last month! totally weird... but now is getting a little hot again, but there's really really strong wind outside now, i can hear the door making weird sound... scary... hope it doesn't fall or anything... anyway, all this weird change of weather really got 2 me, and i got sick few weeks ago, and recovered but few days after that ray got sick and i was taking care of him for a day, and i got sick AGAIN! i was having very high fever that didnt seem 2 go down, running nose and sore throat. I was so tired and all the news bout the virus made me had some thoughts... so i went 2 see a doc, fortunately, everything was fine, it was just a normal flu, had some vit C and paracetamol and i was feeling much better after a few days. Thank God!

On the 8th of November was our first year anniversary... we had plans before that, but both of us were so sick that time, we had 2 cancel it. :( hope we have the chance 2 make up for it this coming christmas break.

Abi will be going 2 uk for an interview, and after that she will be coming here and spending the holidays with me! YEAH!!!! first visit from my family... sweet... Can't wait... :)

thats all i can update for now, will be having exams next week and the week after, but after that will have more time for more update. till then... ciao!

love at first sight

Love at first sight... I never believed in it...

Some might say that's because i had never experienced it before... its true, i never did fall in love with someone I met for the first time.

I believe in liking someone at the first sight, crush at the first sight, lust at the first sight... but, love at the first sight? i think people are just confused about what they feel...

love, for me, is something built after a period of time, not something we feel in a split second.
how can u say ' he/she is the one' after having a conversation for just a few hours? i would never say that...

that's just me...

the truth is, no matter how much im objecting to the idea of love at the first sight, a part of me is actually envious towards whoever who had felt it before. I never let my feelings run free, constantly controlling myself, my feelings , my thoughts... just because im too afraid of being hurt... can u imagine, i never even tried riding a bicycle because i was too afraid of falling down and hurting myself...

I always thought that life would be so much easier if we just go by the flow, don't take any risks, go by the safest way... but life itself taught me otherwise...

To the guy who thinks that he had fall in love with the girl he saw in Starbucks,
the girl who thinks that the guy she met 2 days ago might be 'the one' ,
Go ahead and love all u want, whoever u want, which ever way u want, as long as it keeps u happy.

(This is specially for someone that means the world to me... this is for you... love you always.)